Exhausted...from morning till night...people kept coming...although none of my colleagues appeared (which i actually knew why>>>most of them were just too busy at home, having their own "qurban")...my lower 6 ss made my day. We talked, ate and laughed and talked and ate and laughed...sharing our stories..they were just a nice bunch of ss...I could see some of them started to build up feelings towards each other...I could see the spark of interest and the spark of love...something normal, i guess...it's just like reminiscence the old days at SMIP...how i wishh i could turn back the time...nothing to think except for entertaining ourselves...best giler school days..
Soup...with rice; meehun ...with soup; steamboat...self-service; fruit cocktail....enough to stuff their tummy...exhgausten, yuet optimum satisfaction gained....Happy Haj Celebration...insyaAllah we will meet again next year...
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Selamat Haj...Haji Zakaria
He is sometimes an unpredictable man...yet he is an approachable admins...the news about him performing haj comes to such a shock to some of us an a surprise to most os us. He is a very vocal person and will voice out any thing at all...even though sometimes it is bitter to accept the truth of what he said...once he said A, impossible for any of us to change it to B, unless...unless...we have a very solid argument to go against him...that is our PKP...Zakaria Yusuf of soon to be Tn Hj Zakaria...Will the title change his character??? I doubt it...but i, jut like the other teachers are looking forward for his homecoming...anyway, from your staff...we hope u'll get Haj Mabrur, InsyaAllah...who knows...u'll be more lenient to us especially when the retirement day is approaching...Slmt Tn Hj
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Cikgu Mat: in memory (22 Sept 2010: Wed)
Knowing him when he first came to our school was not a good memory actually... a man who was rather hard to smile AND a man with few words..even his face didn't invite any friendship (i guess from the lady teachers...because he seemed okay with the man). Being appointed as the disciplinary teacher made him more well-known among the ss and teachers as a strict and fierce teacher.
A week before the schoolbreak for raya, he was the teacher-in-charge...he handled the daily mornig assembly with the ss and the moment that ss will always remember was when he and his gang cut the ss hair- FOC...some ss really blew their tops..some were just willing to accept their fate...and his suggestion for the ss to pay for their hairdo after raya, i think is something to ponder.
When i got the call from Mamanah, cikgu mat was hospitalised because of dengue, i thought it was a normal case, but knowing that he was in icu...it just made my heart stop beating for a while...the word icu isnot a good sign, i guess. We went to pay a visit...his face was swollen, the wires were all over his face and we could see blood coming out from the tube...the skin changed to be purplish...but kak Esah was a strong lady..she stayed cool and calm (who knows what was inside her at that time).
The call i got from k Pah at 445, Sept 22>> put a stop at everything...he left us, he left the wife, he left the kids, he left the ss, he left the memory of cutting ss' hair..he left everything...We rushed to the forensics...i was impressed...there was a crowd of ss( i really meant it..it was a crowd)...most of the teachers of kk2 were also there...for the last time, we looked at his face...the blood was still coming out from the eye and nose...fresh blood, the face waas still swollen..and that was going to be the final time for us to see his face...at 6 m, he was bathed for the final time, by hs own son and a few colleagues...
Al-fatihah to a friend...segagah manusia kalah juga dgn seekor nyamuk...kuasa Allah, we never know...Cikgu Mat in memory...
A week before the schoolbreak for raya, he was the teacher-in-charge...he handled the daily mornig assembly with the ss and the moment that ss will always remember was when he and his gang cut the ss hair- FOC...some ss really blew their tops..some were just willing to accept their fate...and his suggestion for the ss to pay for their hairdo after raya, i think is something to ponder.
When i got the call from Mamanah, cikgu mat was hospitalised because of dengue, i thought it was a normal case, but knowing that he was in icu...it just made my heart stop beating for a while...the word icu isnot a good sign, i guess. We went to pay a visit...his face was swollen, the wires were all over his face and we could see blood coming out from the tube...the skin changed to be purplish...but kak Esah was a strong lady..she stayed cool and calm (who knows what was inside her at that time).
The call i got from k Pah at 445, Sept 22>> put a stop at everything...he left us, he left the wife, he left the kids, he left the ss, he left the memory of cutting ss' hair..he left everything...We rushed to the forensics...i was impressed...there was a crowd of ss( i really meant it..it was a crowd)...most of the teachers of kk2 were also there...for the last time, we looked at his face...the blood was still coming out from the eye and nose...fresh blood, the face waas still swollen..and that was going to be the final time for us to see his face...at 6 m, he was bathed for the final time, by hs own son and a few colleagues...
Al-fatihah to a friend...segagah manusia kalah juga dgn seekor nyamuk...kuasa Allah, we never know...Cikgu Mat in memory...
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
raya 2010
The best moment in a teacher's life is when your students remmbr u and suddenly drop by at your dor step to say hi... but this year, it didnt really happen...honestly, i miss my previous years ss and really hoped they popped up at my door during the eid...not many of them though...i miss them..and the feeling just couldnt be expressed...whre are all of u?????
Saturday, August 28, 2010
form 6 vs lower forms
the introduction of f6 system in our education line has invited a lot of arguments among teachers, especially....personally, i disagree with this new ruling..let me explain my view:
>>f6 teachers are having less period in teaching: the time table was just a very white lie...looks packed but then, all the other teachers from the lower forms are doing all those too: kolokium, consultation, preparation bla..bla..bla..bla...just to show how pack the time table is when in the real life it's not. What is the purpose???
>>f6 teachers get the backdated..thousands...but then the reason for that??to upgrade their service to the ss??? i just wonder...
>>f6 activities cannot be togethjer with the lower forms althougfh they are in the same uniform bodies...what is the rationale for this??? As far as i remember when i was in SMIP yester years, everything was done by the abnag and kakak form 6, they really show their leadership and independent.compared to the f6 now??they are so selfish, to the extend, even in the camp, they want a special serviceand treatment for the them on the label as f6 ss...this is really crazy..
>>the f6 teachrs are not like matriculation tutors or lecturers who have to produce paper work and present them..they are much more academic..what i can see is that less work, more pay; less burden, more talk; less professional, more individualistic...nothing special..maybe, yet to see...
>>the f6 teachers are so special until they get their own rooms...airconditiones...bilik guru kakan pun kipas je, what is so special about them until they cannot be with the other teachers?? is theri level of knowledge is higher or are they the selected people with special ability?? why not they just be with the other lower form teachers in the staff room, be a big family rather than having their own "high-standard" clan??? I just wonder....
I know it will hurt those in f6, i just voice out my thought...can we be ONE???? Instead of saying..."kita f6, lain"...boringla...
>>f6 teachers are having less period in teaching: the time table was just a very white lie...looks packed but then, all the other teachers from the lower forms are doing all those too: kolokium, consultation, preparation bla..bla..bla..bla...just to show how pack the time table is when in the real life it's not. What is the purpose???
>>f6 teachers get the backdated..thousands...but then the reason for that??to upgrade their service to the ss??? i just wonder...
>>f6 activities cannot be togethjer with the lower forms althougfh they are in the same uniform bodies...what is the rationale for this??? As far as i remember when i was in SMIP yester years, everything was done by the abnag and kakak form 6, they really show their leadership and independent.compared to the f6 now??they are so selfish, to the extend, even in the camp, they want a special serviceand treatment for the them on the label as f6 ss...this is really crazy..
>>the f6 teachrs are not like matriculation tutors or lecturers who have to produce paper work and present them..they are much more academic..what i can see is that less work, more pay; less burden, more talk; less professional, more individualistic...nothing special..maybe, yet to see...
>>the f6 teachers are so special until they get their own rooms...airconditiones...bilik guru kakan pun kipas je, what is so special about them until they cannot be with the other teachers?? is theri level of knowledge is higher or are they the selected people with special ability?? why not they just be with the other lower form teachers in the staff room, be a big family rather than having their own "high-standard" clan??? I just wonder....
I know it will hurt those in f6, i just voice out my thought...can we be ONE???? Instead of saying..."kita f6, lain"...boringla...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
meriahnya ramadhan di smkkk2
Ramadhan is so cheerful in KK2...the mini bazar ramadhan in our staff room...kak joh dgn baju jubahnya..kak ning ert dgn maniknya...k ja dgn kutipan zakatnya...ust asma' dgn tazkirahnya...kak ma dgn tazkirah selambanya...k pah dgn masakan hujung minggunya...kak mah dengan muka kesiannya... k soh dgn majlis ihya' ramadhannya...just so cheerful..something that i will miss one day...
K nah...dgn cerita tuak abang jak 3 supik and air jagung razmi 2 supik...rajuknya...meriah...sgt meriah...pecah rumah...19 august 2010..duit rm60, tel 2, pecah ceiling 3...just adding to the spice of ramadhan...mesti bdk dadah punya kerja
K pah...tukang masak professional hujung minggu..salute giler...she is so devoted to her hubby, i wonder if i can ever do like her...come sunday..she will be like cabbage...she is a wonder wife...
TAA...sakit menggiler...batu karang...dapat tengok romantiknya abang Za dtg dari smkb memimpin tangan seisteri...romantik...how loving...how sweet..klinik Ziyad..after 3 days...keluar ketulan batu...cepatlah baik...raya dah dekat...
Ramadhan here..is just a wonder...i miss all of them...
K nah...dgn cerita tuak abang jak 3 supik and air jagung razmi 2 supik...rajuknya...meriah...sgt meriah...pecah rumah...19 august 2010..duit rm60, tel 2, pecah ceiling 3...just adding to the spice of ramadhan...mesti bdk dadah punya kerja
K pah...tukang masak professional hujung minggu..salute giler...she is so devoted to her hubby, i wonder if i can ever do like her...come sunday..she will be like cabbage...she is a wonder wife...
TAA...sakit menggiler...batu karang...dapat tengok romantiknya abang Za dtg dari smkb memimpin tangan seisteri...romantik...how loving...how sweet..klinik Ziyad..after 3 days...keluar ketulan batu...cepatlah baik...raya dah dekat...
Ramadhan here..is just a wonder...i miss all of them...
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
6b2...patience has the limit
Attitude problems??? i guess so...muka sardine memanjang...3 + 2 stooges...
Shortie...naughty but sweet...sweet but lazy...looking at his face, it'srather hard to be angry with this boy..but then, tahap malsanya adalah thap gaban...just wonder, what is his purpose of coming to school...think dear, think...
Lutfi..Shortie's bodyguard...loyal giler...everytime i ask them to do work, they will star chatting, every time i ask them to blog, they will start counter striking...tak ke jiwa...am i teaching tadika kems or may be tadika nur...think dear..think...
Zahid...unpredictable skinny boy...he ooks innocent but he can always be in the gp...following the waves..come on Zahid, u gets the brain, dont waste your time in f6 like this...think dear..think..
Shahmin...my dear this boy..1 word= 100 words...he'll talk n talk n talk...although nonsense..tak larat la shahmin...change, if u want to survive...think dear, think...
Mak Lan vs Ikram (Yang Mulia)..a nice name but given to a wrong person i would say...you never change, ever...kerja beres...which is good..but then the attention eeded...more than the 5 D ss..aaaaaa....Please Allah...make this boy realize that he is clever...think dear, think..
This add pepper to my life a s a teacher...sometimes i feel like kicking, folding and "sekehing" them but sometimes they are just too adorable...that adds colour to my teaching life, i guess...
Shortie...naughty but sweet...sweet but lazy...looking at his face, it'srather hard to be angry with this boy..but then, tahap malsanya adalah thap gaban...just wonder, what is his purpose of coming to school...think dear, think...
Lutfi..Shortie's bodyguard...loyal giler...everytime i ask them to do work, they will star chatting, every time i ask them to blog, they will start counter striking...tak ke jiwa...am i teaching tadika kems or may be tadika nur...think dear..think...
Zahid...unpredictable skinny boy...he ooks innocent but he can always be in the gp...following the waves..come on Zahid, u gets the brain, dont waste your time in f6 like this...think dear..think..
Shahmin...my dear this boy..1 word= 100 words...he'll talk n talk n talk...although nonsense..tak larat la shahmin...change, if u want to survive...think dear, think...
Mak Lan vs Ikram (Yang Mulia)..a nice name but given to a wrong person i would say...you never change, ever...kerja beres...which is good..but then the attention eeded...more than the 5 D ss..aaaaaa....Please Allah...make this boy realize that he is clever...think dear, think..
This add pepper to my life a s a teacher...sometimes i feel like kicking, folding and "sekehing" them but sometimes they are just too adorable...that adds colour to my teaching life, i guess...
Sunday, August 1, 2010
students vs teachers vs parents
He just stormed in the office with his wife, followed by another parent and 3 f6 ss...the air was not healthy...it was full of tensed...
>>3 org cikgu mendoakan anak saya tak lulus, macam mn nak lulus???
>>apa cikgu buat dgn duit rm43 yg cikgu kutip utk kem??anak2 saya sampai lapar n dahaga kat sana?
>>cikgu2 boikot anak saya n kawan2 dia..mcm mn nak belajar???
>>budak2 lain jealous tengok anak saya bawa kereta ke sekolah, tu yg semua takl nak kawan dengan dia.
Wow...it's like a bullet train..bla..bla..bla..bla...ok dear parents..lokk and listen here...
>>kalau awak jawab mcm ni, memang awak tak boleh lulus, XXX...>>salahkah cikgu ckp mcm tu bila anak murid jawab hanya 2 soalan daripada 4 yang wajib
>>duit rm 43 tu sebenarnya utk 20 pelajar di kutip hanya rm 2 seorang utk beli makanan ringan...bnyk sgt ke totalnya, mak? ayah???
>>cikgu boycott??? tal ada maknanya...the ss need to play their roles..tak ada cikgu senang2 nk buang anak murid..ingat ni anak kucing ke???
>>jealous???mak..ayah...budak2 lain pun ramai yg bawa kereta, tak hairan pun..
Conclusionnya ialah...parents...do come to school and doiscuss..of course, we want to listen to our kids but then, listen to the teachers' side first..sharing is caring, right??? bukan kah suatu waktu dulu...YOU WERE ALSO IN OUR SHOES??? WHY DONT U UNDERSTAND US???
>>3 org cikgu mendoakan anak saya tak lulus, macam mn nak lulus???
>>apa cikgu buat dgn duit rm43 yg cikgu kutip utk kem??anak2 saya sampai lapar n dahaga kat sana?
>>cikgu2 boikot anak saya n kawan2 dia..mcm mn nak belajar???
>>budak2 lain jealous tengok anak saya bawa kereta ke sekolah, tu yg semua takl nak kawan dengan dia.
Wow...it's like a bullet train..bla..bla..bla..bla...ok dear parents..lokk and listen here...
>>kalau awak jawab mcm ni, memang awak tak boleh lulus, XXX...>>salahkah cikgu ckp mcm tu bila anak murid jawab hanya 2 soalan daripada 4 yang wajib
>>duit rm 43 tu sebenarnya utk 20 pelajar di kutip hanya rm 2 seorang utk beli makanan ringan...bnyk sgt ke totalnya, mak? ayah???
>>cikgu boycott??? tal ada maknanya...the ss need to play their roles..tak ada cikgu senang2 nk buang anak murid..ingat ni anak kucing ke???
>>jealous???mak..ayah...budak2 lain pun ramai yg bawa kereta, tak hairan pun..
Conclusionnya ialah...parents...do come to school and doiscuss..of course, we want to listen to our kids but then, listen to the teachers' side first..sharing is caring, right??? bukan kah suatu waktu dulu...YOU WERE ALSO IN OUR SHOES??? WHY DONT U UNDERSTAND US???
Sunday, July 25, 2010
camp: when evrythng is a memory...
Alhamdulillha..all the hardwork pays...giler penat...fully exhausted...yes...here are some things to ponder...
>> never ever appoint f6 ss as facilitators...they are helpful but rather ignorant. They(pls take note: not everybody...ony some of them) just take the opportunity of the title"FACI"..whereas, they are no better than the participants.
...they do not to rspect the teachers till the extend of impersonating as FACI (share tags lagi) just to take the drinks from urusetia...(who they think they are?????)
...they do not consider the f3 n f5 ss, they slept in the dorm and refused to share it with the other ss, what is their right to do so??(who they think they are????)
...during the activities, they didn't join the activities, instead they just sit at the stairs of the chalets, apa halnya (who they think they are?????)
The conclusion is...find others to be faci...not the f6 ss...let them be the participants..not the FACI...(NOT THAT I'M BIAS...I JUST SHARE WHAT I OBSERVE...)
>> cikgu is always cikgu...never limit our responsibilities...imagine this...
the weather sudddenly changed...thunderstorm..menggila...students were intheir activity: explorace...nobody was there except for a few teachers and ss who were in charged of cooking. Everybody rushing to rescue the ss' clothes from the tents...some could be saved...some were just left there, couldnt be "rescued". The ss reached at the camp site...things were havoc...the advisor teachers of the respected uni bodies were struggling thinking to prepare of the food for dinner...suddenly somebody said..
"kami tak dok masalah..kami bungkus makanan...selamatdah..." it is said without the feling of empathy towards other uni bodies...ada juga manusia sebegini...adoooiii...
In the moddle of the thunderstorm..."kena balik ni, ada kerja katy rumah..masa bertugas pun dah habis..." in the moidst of havoc, how can u say this????? adooiiii....
>>just watch your language
Dahlah penat si tukang masak didapur...menjamu fasi (again...tak semua la..)yg tak berhenti mkn minum, washing with the water droplet(betul..betul droplet la)...tiba2 dtglah mamat yg memang perasan giler (just join our school actually), "oooo..patutlah dok persegaran, besar2 semuanya..patutpun..." (who are u to say that...dahlah bald head..ada hati nk mengutuk org...blk jaga bini dah lah...mulut jgn nk sesedap rasa je mengata org..just make sure your bini is like the miss universe...adoiii..mamat yg ditimpa perasaan
>>masuk hantu
Sembahyang tak ambik air sembahyang..takutkan cikgu n abang kadet laut lebih dpd takutkan Allah...adooiii..tu yg ramai pengsan..peliknya 5al, 3g, tak pengsan n msk hantu plk..all are from 3i, 3d. 3m...cikgu suruh minum air siap bagi jelingan maut lagi...konon ada hantu dlm badan la tu..bila abang kadet dtang n suruh...boleh pulak minum abis satu gelas lagi...memang bdk ni kn rasuk dengan hantu gatal tahap ke lapan..
All those become sweet memories now..yg terguris, yg terhiris, simpan dlm hati..yg indah...yg seronok marilah dikongsi...apa2pun, kita semakin mengenali diri.....
>> never ever appoint f6 ss as facilitators...they are helpful but rather ignorant. They(pls take note: not everybody...ony some of them) just take the opportunity of the title"FACI"..whereas, they are no better than the participants.
...they do not to rspect the teachers till the extend of impersonating as FACI (share tags lagi) just to take the drinks from urusetia...(who they think they are?????)
...they do not consider the f3 n f5 ss, they slept in the dorm and refused to share it with the other ss, what is their right to do so??(who they think they are????)
...during the activities, they didn't join the activities, instead they just sit at the stairs of the chalets, apa halnya (who they think they are?????)
The conclusion is...find others to be faci...not the f6 ss...let them be the participants..not the FACI...(NOT THAT I'M BIAS...I JUST SHARE WHAT I OBSERVE...)
>> cikgu is always cikgu...never limit our responsibilities...imagine this...
the weather sudddenly changed...thunderstorm..menggila...students were intheir activity: explorace...nobody was there except for a few teachers and ss who were in charged of cooking. Everybody rushing to rescue the ss' clothes from the tents...some could be saved...some were just left there, couldnt be "rescued". The ss reached at the camp site...things were havoc...the advisor teachers of the respected uni bodies were struggling thinking to prepare of the food for dinner...suddenly somebody said..
"kami tak dok masalah..kami bungkus makanan...selamatdah..." it is said without the feling of empathy towards other uni bodies...ada juga manusia sebegini...adoooiii...
In the moddle of the thunderstorm..."kena balik ni, ada kerja katy rumah..masa bertugas pun dah habis..." in the moidst of havoc, how can u say this????? adooiiii....
>>just watch your language
Dahlah penat si tukang masak didapur...menjamu fasi (again...tak semua la..)yg tak berhenti mkn minum, washing with the water droplet(betul..betul droplet la)...tiba2 dtglah mamat yg memang perasan giler (just join our school actually), "oooo..patutlah dok persegaran, besar2 semuanya..patutpun..." (who are u to say that...dahlah bald head..ada hati nk mengutuk org...blk jaga bini dah lah...mulut jgn nk sesedap rasa je mengata org..just make sure your bini is like the miss universe...adoiii..mamat yg ditimpa perasaan
>>masuk hantu
Sembahyang tak ambik air sembahyang..takutkan cikgu n abang kadet laut lebih dpd takutkan Allah...adooiii..tu yg ramai pengsan..peliknya 5al, 3g, tak pengsan n msk hantu plk..all are from 3i, 3d. 3m...cikgu suruh minum air siap bagi jelingan maut lagi...konon ada hantu dlm badan la tu..bila abang kadet dtang n suruh...boleh pulak minum abis satu gelas lagi...memang bdk ni kn rasuk dengan hantu gatal tahap ke lapan..
All those become sweet memories now..yg terguris, yg terhiris, simpan dlm hati..yg indah...yg seronok marilah dikongsi...apa2pun, kita semakin mengenali diri.....
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
c-buknya cikgu...culasnya cikgu
Camp is approaching soon...in the staffroom, things are getting hectic...teachers are getting kelam kabut..so many things to settle in limited time...
Cikgu c-buk:
prepare all the things for their respective squads/uni bodies to bring tmorrow, get ready with the menu, think of the tents etc..etc..etc..bla..bla..bla...meriah sakan
plan for the duty time, some are willing to go more than once...some just cannot leave the house on friday..adjustment on the time table needs to be done as long as there will be teachers all the time...meriah sakan
Cikgu culas:
pegang timetablenya dah mula berbunyi...pot pet...pot pet..pot pet...nak g bertugas 2 jam je, a lot of things to be done at home, tak boleh tinggal hubby...tak boleh tinggal isteri...anak tuition..nenek nak kawin...ayam nak bertelur...kucing nak beranak and thousands of other excuses...meriah sakan
Meriah sakan...that's teachers' lives...give anything, give any task..they will make noise, yet..all the job will be done..insyaAllah, PERFECTLY...
Cikgu c-buk:
prepare all the things for their respective squads/uni bodies to bring tmorrow, get ready with the menu, think of the tents etc..etc..etc..bla..bla..bla...meriah sakan
plan for the duty time, some are willing to go more than once...some just cannot leave the house on friday..adjustment on the time table needs to be done as long as there will be teachers all the time...meriah sakan
Cikgu culas:
pegang timetablenya dah mula berbunyi...pot pet...pot pet..pot pet...nak g bertugas 2 jam je, a lot of things to be done at home, tak boleh tinggal hubby...tak boleh tinggal isteri...anak tuition..nenek nak kawin...ayam nak bertelur...kucing nak beranak and thousands of other excuses...meriah sakan
Meriah sakan...that's teachers' lives...give anything, give any task..they will make noise, yet..all the job will be done..insyaAllah, PERFECTLY...
Monday, July 19, 2010
when parents take over the power...
Bercintan-cintun...it's normal for the ss at the age of 13-19...cannot be stopped...at this age they start to know...i luv u n u luv me..i lap u n u lap me...i labi-labi u and u labi-labi me...
what can a teacher do when the mama said
"oookawan je tu cikgu..selalu bdk laki tu dtg rumah buat hnwork..tak dok apa la dua tu.."
"budak yang selalu hantar dia dgn merc tu abang angkat dia cikgu...tak dok apa.."
"sambil tunggu kakak dia balik ptg, dia berborak dgn budak tu...cikgu salah faham..budak2 tu tak dok gapo.."
"budak jate tu tlg hantar balik jah cikgu.."
So..what can a teacher say??what can a teacher do when parents take their kids' side? Buat bodo je la...disiplin sekolah???pembentukan sahsiah diri pelajar??? jawablah nanti..
Not that i want to blame parents...but please understand us...we are conducting 35 ss per class, mcm2 warna, mcm2 tingkah laku...parents only handle 4-5 kids (at most 14 la kot kalau berbini 3/4- tu pun dh kira power giler) , takkanlah tak boleh tegur anak..ke..parents yang dok gila nak dapat menantu cepat??? Aduhh...masyarakat ni..Masyaallah...tak tau nk kata apa..
Not that i anti all these couple2 thing..i understand that they need somebody to rely on..they are exploring their sweet life of teenagers...but..talking from my own experience...i really hope..please parents...cooperate with us...anak2 n adik2 ini perlu bimbingan...a good guidance...please...understand...pn Sherry bkn sja2 nk mengamuk..Cikgu Sin bukan suka2 nk panggil budak...we are just doing our small part in moulding this new generation...
nak senang, buka sekolah sendiri, jadi cikgu sendiri, jadi HEM sendiri...barulah anak jadi bos, mama jadi kuli batak, abah jadi driver terhormat n banker yang bankrupt...baru padan muka semua..dah anak kta betul sokmo gak...
what can a teacher do when the mama said
"oookawan je tu cikgu..selalu bdk laki tu dtg rumah buat hnwork..tak dok apa la dua tu.."
"budak yang selalu hantar dia dgn merc tu abang angkat dia cikgu...tak dok apa.."
"sambil tunggu kakak dia balik ptg, dia berborak dgn budak tu...cikgu salah faham..budak2 tu tak dok gapo.."
"budak jate tu tlg hantar balik jah cikgu.."
So..what can a teacher say??what can a teacher do when parents take their kids' side? Buat bodo je la...disiplin sekolah???pembentukan sahsiah diri pelajar??? jawablah nanti..
Not that i want to blame parents...but please understand us...we are conducting 35 ss per class, mcm2 warna, mcm2 tingkah laku...parents only handle 4-5 kids (at most 14 la kot kalau berbini 3/4- tu pun dh kira power giler) , takkanlah tak boleh tegur anak..ke..parents yang dok gila nak dapat menantu cepat??? Aduhh...masyarakat ni..Masyaallah...tak tau nk kata apa..
Not that i anti all these couple2 thing..i understand that they need somebody to rely on..they are exploring their sweet life of teenagers...but..talking from my own experience...i really hope..please parents...cooperate with us...anak2 n adik2 ini perlu bimbingan...a good guidance...please...understand...pn Sherry bkn sja2 nk mengamuk..Cikgu Sin bukan suka2 nk panggil budak...we are just doing our small part in moulding this new generation...
nak senang, buka sekolah sendiri, jadi cikgu sendiri, jadi HEM sendiri...barulah anak jadi bos, mama jadi kuli batak, abah jadi driver terhormat n banker yang bankrupt...baru padan muka semua..dah anak kta betul sokmo gak...
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
got ablog, forget the pw
my gosh these ss, how come they forget their password...they are just 18 and yet...SENILE already...
Akra.....mi....n.....
Just got the news from k ma' this boy is suffering from "tersampuk" at kadet laut camp. Just wonder what happened to him. Althugh he is such a naughty boy, still, there is a space in my heart as a teacher, for him.
Reminiscene.....suc a naughty boy who will show faces everytime you talk to him...nothing satisfies him except smthng tht is realted to him...a very self-centred boy...he never cares whether you feel hurt with his words or not...his concern is your words must not "mampus" kan dia.
A very good actor in front of the big shots..."bdk jurus ni...saja cikgu tak pandai nak tackle"...penangan lakonan akramin dpn pentadbir...but..inside the class during P&P...only Allah knows how cunning this boy is....
What ever it is, aku as a tcer still give him my prayer to get well soon (although 5Ga is very serene without your presence..)
Reminiscene.....suc a naughty boy who will show faces everytime you talk to him...nothing satisfies him except smthng tht is realted to him...a very self-centred boy...he never cares whether you feel hurt with his words or not...his concern is your words must not "mampus" kan dia.
A very good actor in front of the big shots..."bdk jurus ni...saja cikgu tak pandai nak tackle"...penangan lakonan akramin dpn pentadbir...but..inside the class during P&P...only Allah knows how cunning this boy is....
What ever it is, aku as a tcer still give him my prayer to get well soon (although 5Ga is very serene without your presence..)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
SMIP OH SMIP
Had a colloqium to attend at SMIP on 8/7/2010...aku bab g sekolah ni memang mereman bulu roma...my ex school w all the memories...loking at those students make me cling back to the old memories...nothing sad ones..just the crazy ones..
>>kain singkat: cikgu sabariah...esok pakai labuh sikit ye...(the next day, aku singkatkan lebih lagi...siap dgn stoking pendek lagi..gedebe lah tu kononnya...)
>>pakai inai axion: cikgu zainal...mung kikis mek ning kuku tu...(siap tunjuk rotan lagi...aku sengih je..ala cikgu, nanti rehat saya jg koperasi ye...wpun aku bukan ahli koop, n inai itu akan diulangpakai lagi)
>>lantik pengawas : cikgu Firdaus (dh jd pengetua smkpaji skg)...saya lantik awak sebab nak ubah prangai awak supaya jadi baik sebab awak pelajar ada potensi...(lepas setahun cigku gives up..senarai nama aku dalam buku disiplin Ust Al-Qari semakin panjang...especially kes...???XXX???)
Best giler....looking at the stage in the hall reminded me of zaman to be "Mahsuri"...mcmlah tak dok org lain...still...he memories flood in my mind...bestnya if the time can be turned back..tak dok ke org nk cipta the real time tunnel....HOW I WISH....
>>kain singkat: cikgu sabariah...esok pakai labuh sikit ye...(the next day, aku singkatkan lebih lagi...siap dgn stoking pendek lagi..gedebe lah tu kononnya...)
>>pakai inai axion: cikgu zainal...mung kikis mek ning kuku tu...(siap tunjuk rotan lagi...aku sengih je..ala cikgu, nanti rehat saya jg koperasi ye...wpun aku bukan ahli koop, n inai itu akan diulangpakai lagi)
>>lantik pengawas : cikgu Firdaus (dh jd pengetua smkpaji skg)...saya lantik awak sebab nak ubah prangai awak supaya jadi baik sebab awak pelajar ada potensi...(lepas setahun cigku gives up..senarai nama aku dalam buku disiplin Ust Al-Qari semakin panjang...especially kes...???XXX???)
Best giler....looking at the stage in the hall reminded me of zaman to be "Mahsuri"...mcmlah tak dok org lain...still...he memories flood in my mind...bestnya if the time can be turned back..tak dok ke org nk cipta the real time tunnel....HOW I WISH....
Blessing in Disguise..Allah's test
Be patient..that's the only two sweet words that i can offer to Shahril Afizan...nothing else dear...it's unexpected n it's unpredictable...be patient..
His house was on flame...everything was destroyed in minutes...nothing can be saved...nothing...Alhamdulillah though, everybody in the family is safe. Talking to the mother, i really feel her strength n courage...the smile is still hers, she is such a strong woman. "Tak apelah cikgu, dugaan Tuhan, ambo redha..mungkin ada yg lebih baik lepas ni." Gosh, this lady is such an iron lady...no tears (may be all have been poured out the day before)...
Looking at the place where they stay now, the parents w 7 kids...just inexplicable...if the rain pours down..everything will be wet...Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan keluarga ini...sesungguhnya Kau berikan dugaanMu pada mereka yg mampu menghadapinya..aku tahu keluarga ini mampu walaupun terlalu besar dugaan yang Engkau berikan..permudahkanlah urusan mereka ya Allah..amin.."
I'm impressed with my students of 6B2...they planned to go to Shahril's house to donate clothes n some money...go kids...you have the golden heart...tcer doakan semoga semua adik2 tcer di 6B2 akan cemerlang akademik n sahsiah diri..amin...
His house was on flame...everything was destroyed in minutes...nothing can be saved...nothing...Alhamdulillah though, everybody in the family is safe. Talking to the mother, i really feel her strength n courage...the smile is still hers, she is such a strong woman. "Tak apelah cikgu, dugaan Tuhan, ambo redha..mungkin ada yg lebih baik lepas ni." Gosh, this lady is such an iron lady...no tears (may be all have been poured out the day before)...
Looking at the place where they stay now, the parents w 7 kids...just inexplicable...if the rain pours down..everything will be wet...Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan keluarga ini...sesungguhnya Kau berikan dugaanMu pada mereka yg mampu menghadapinya..aku tahu keluarga ini mampu walaupun terlalu besar dugaan yang Engkau berikan..permudahkanlah urusan mereka ya Allah..amin.."
I'm impressed with my students of 6B2...they planned to go to Shahril's house to donate clothes n some money...go kids...you have the golden heart...tcer doakan semoga semua adik2 tcer di 6B2 akan cemerlang akademik n sahsiah diri..amin...
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
6B2- headache giler
dealing w these ss especially the boys can turn me crazy...tahap sabar petala langit ke 7....smtms rasa nk send them to grave...tak payah baca yasin..tanam hidup2...but smtms they are just to fond to be angered to...how i wish they enjoy muet n score giler2 although they are giler...(quote unquote la)....still...they are special in my heart...way too special...
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
seluar ketat vs seluar baggy
Pn Sherry mengamuk lagi hr ni, another girl is wearing a very tight slack..f 3 girl..muka penuh foundation..so obvious, the hand looks "black", the face so fair...(fair n lovely ke krim siam???) aduhh..this girl, at this age, dh pandai makeup2..tak faham btl akur..
Pn Shery just have her own way of handling the ss, i like to see her when she's handling discipline cases...giler...sometimes, just like watching drama swasta..or cerekarama...btl punya best, ayat power gilwer..."bodo sampai atas blkg...muka serupa mok teh jual etok...ngo tak abis2..." mmg best dgr..but these ss sometimes are too ignorant, nk break the school rules pun budget2 la sikit..ni pakai hentam jer...the one thing i hate is when they are putting allthose stuff on their faces...knp nk tua cepat sangat???? their original faces look more pure n innocence...aparaa....
Pn Shery just have her own way of handling the ss, i like to see her when she's handling discipline cases...giler...sometimes, just like watching drama swasta..or cerekarama...btl punya best, ayat power gilwer..."bodo sampai atas blkg...muka serupa mok teh jual etok...ngo tak abis2..." mmg best dgr..but these ss sometimes are too ignorant, nk break the school rules pun budget2 la sikit..ni pakai hentam jer...the one thing i hate is when they are putting allthose stuff on their faces...knp nk tua cepat sangat???? their original faces look more pure n innocence...aparaa....
Monday, July 5, 2010
now what??? camp???
another camp is on the way..i know it's going to be great with all the form 3,5 and upper 6 ss. Still, can feel the tiredness already...3 days and 2 nites...adoiii...this coming thursday, we'll be going to kompleks sek2- SMIP (my beloved ex school...kenangan demi kenangan...alamak...tersentimental la pulak....)..f 6 colloquiom...a new experience for me...whatever....
going to 6B1 after this...i dunno what to do with the two boys in this class....never do my work and pretending as if they are bagus saja...the fact is...hampehh...syahmi pun join the gang jugak...adoi pakcik2 sekalian, English is something u can learn, not something dtg bergolek n tiba2 pandai...insaflah sikit..u choose to be in f6, you need to really study...setakat dtg menyemakkan mata cikgu..no need to come la dear...CHANGE..CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE, NOBODY CAN HELP U, U NEED TO HELP YOURSELF....CHANGE FOR THE BETTER
going to 6B1 after this...i dunno what to do with the two boys in this class....never do my work and pretending as if they are bagus saja...the fact is...hampehh...syahmi pun join the gang jugak...adoi pakcik2 sekalian, English is something u can learn, not something dtg bergolek n tiba2 pandai...insaflah sikit..u choose to be in f6, you need to really study...setakat dtg menyemakkan mata cikgu..no need to come la dear...CHANGE..CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE, NOBODY CAN HELP U, U NEED TO HELP YOURSELF....CHANGE FOR THE BETTER
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
nazlee...oo..nazlee
anak saudara P-dah??? my gosh..this boy..sometimes unpredictable...sometimes hell crazy...n lazy....aku cikgu memang tension...nak buat apa lagi??????he is smiling beside me now...katalah apa saja...nazlee is still nazlee.....never bother....apa2pun...nazlee is still my student...and my student...sakit hati pn tahan je la...nazlee ooo nazleee...
Monday, June 28, 2010
My 5D...it's a story...
Hariz...a good monitor.."Teacher, masa penting, jgn lewat, seminit pun tak boleh.."
Muiz...bdk sesat, shouldnt be in this special class..handsome n hardworking...he'll be somebody one day...amin..
Mohd...a potential ss, at least to pass English paper...but...Lazynya yang mat...but...buku nota gilernya punya kemas
Iqbal...biskut chipsmore n mirror boy...pantang ada masa, mesti tgk cermin...control ensem giler...malas buat kerjapun tahap dewa jugak
Farid...used to be a good ss, ada family problem...hanyuut....tak taulah...hanyut...
Azroy...a black boy...ye ke, teacheeer???yeke, teacher??? Tcer, buku koyok lagi..tcer, tak bawa pen...t'cer tok cekak hari ni....aduh....
Nasru...another ditimpa perasaan case....potential artist cuma...bacapun tak lancar mana lg...facial everyday...
These are d ss that add colour to my life...
Muiz...bdk sesat, shouldnt be in this special class..handsome n hardworking...he'll be somebody one day...amin..
Mohd...a potential ss, at least to pass English paper...but...Lazynya yang mat...but...buku nota gilernya punya kemas
Iqbal...biskut chipsmore n mirror boy...pantang ada masa, mesti tgk cermin...control ensem giler...malas buat kerjapun tahap dewa jugak
Farid...used to be a good ss, ada family problem...hanyuut....tak taulah...hanyut...
Azroy...a black boy...ye ke, teacheeer???yeke, teacher??? Tcer, buku koyok lagi..tcer, tak bawa pen...t'cer tok cekak hari ni....aduh....
Nasru...another ditimpa perasaan case....potential artist cuma...bacapun tak lancar mana lg...facial everyday...
These are d ss that add colour to my life...
Saturday, June 26, 2010
the patience has the limit
None of 5 Ga scored A...i feel very frustrated...and to make matter worst, 6 failures...what went wrong?? Sometimes, it just hurt u too much...these students just refuse to do what i asked them to do...the essays are not done; their journals were not submitted; their summaries were incompleted...do they think that i can create miracle by making them get "A" when they refused to be with me in the learning process???
Looking at their attitudes left a scar in me...they really made me feel that i am a failure...gosh...damn it...i hate to have this kind of feeling...please...somebody from the sky....somebody from the heaven....help me...gimme the ways on how to tackle the ss...i luv them...i luv their future...but...do they realize it????do they realize the importance of passing their English papers??? What else can i do???
Looking at their attitudes left a scar in me...they really made me feel that i am a failure...gosh...damn it...i hate to have this kind of feeling...please...somebody from the sky....somebody from the heaven....help me...gimme the ways on how to tackle the ss...i luv them...i luv their future...but...do they realize it????do they realize the importance of passing their English papers??? What else can i do???
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
apa yg perlu to be teachers...??
Without patience...never dream to be a teacher...without passion...also never dream to be a teacher...these two criterion are vital if one dreams to be a teacher..or else..you'll end in the mental hospital...
loud voice is a lso a must in case you r teaching 40/clss...if nt, just by a mini mic as a tchng gadjet...must be able to be a mother too although sometimes u just pretend to be one...not to forget...get ready your shoulder to be the ss' best place to cry on...cry because of happinessw, cry because of sadness..cry because putus cinta...cry sebab ayah kawin dua...cry sebab mak main giler....itulah cikgu...nk marah tk blh..sabar je...masalah sndiri tolak tepi, muka kn happy...sebab akukah kaunselor sejati...
nak jadi cikgu...try la seminggu...aci tgk and tell me...
loud voice is a lso a must in case you r teaching 40/clss...if nt, just by a mini mic as a tchng gadjet...must be able to be a mother too although sometimes u just pretend to be one...not to forget...get ready your shoulder to be the ss' best place to cry on...cry because of happinessw, cry because of sadness..cry because putus cinta...cry sebab ayah kawin dua...cry sebab mak main giler....itulah cikgu...nk marah tk blh..sabar je...masalah sndiri tolak tepi, muka kn happy...sebab akukah kaunselor sejati...
nak jadi cikgu...try la seminggu...aci tgk and tell me...
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