4A-2011>>the loudest

After so many years of not teaching f4, here i am again, teching the best class of art...Ya Allah...they are so noisy, i just couldnt control them . They keep talking n talking as if they have millions of things to talk about...and their voice...gosh...louder than the speaker...

Last week, one mamat from this class, a nice looking boy was very excited in my class...he kept talking and talking and when i asked him to write the answer on the board, he willingly came our but suddenly the marker pen dried up...to my shock, he just threw out the marker pen into the drain..THE MARKER PEN WAS MINE..MINE..AND HE THREW IT IN FRONT OF ME...I just couldnt control my anger...APALAH T******, BE*****, b*****, HE WAS SHOCKED , actually i was shocked too..it was a spontaneous reaction....He refused to look at my face..but he kept grumbling which made me angrier...

This mamat didnt urn up for my following class and on the third day, he came in but didnt do anything, i could see he was looking at me when i was teaching other ss...let him be...on the fourth day, he came in and did my work, but stil refused looking at me.at last, i talked to him nicely...end of this storm in the cup...i hope....

really, teaching teaches me to be a patient person, still my patience has the limit, anyway...marah cikgu sekejap saja, the fire will not last long...i luv u 4A...ALTHOUGH U ARE NOISY..NOISY N NOISY....

I'M NOT a ROBOT!!!!!!!

Tension giler..looking at the time table..26 periods..form 4,5 and 6...ada yg sampai 8 periods/day...are they crazy of am i too fussy???? Halloooo...im teaching English dear...i have to mark essays..i have to prepare the materials...i have to go through the ss' journals..lainlah kalauaku sekadar periksa buku bdk dan tulis "seen" atu "dilihat". Form 6 40 minutes/period>>on sunday 5 periods straight...from 1040 till 2pm...robot pakaibatteries everyday sure mampus...aku yg pakai energizer sure semput...tak dok tolak ansur ke???The best part on Tuesday i only have a period to teach....what an imbalanced time table..nk bersuara pada siapa lagi??? Last year, i encountered the same problem,,,it went to the drain without anysolution...2011>>three levels f4, 5 and 6...bukan drain lagilah...i will drown in the bermuda triangle....nobodyto save me....masing2 buat muka sardin dlm tin kemek...aaaaaaaa.......is it a sin tome if i teach only to the energy that i have, rather than forcing myself...tgk jadual cikgu f6 lain giler punya relax...dapat AP agi...tunggakan ribu2...tu je kerja???? Apara.....what an unfair business...malas lah nak pikir..buat sakit otak je....for those up there, who is with the power...please be more considerate...mana tutorial mana kuliah???sama je...if the lecture is done, the classes are combined,barulah aku nmpk practicalnya jadual f6..ni tak..ada yg boleh berbual sepanjang hari (mengajar 1 masa/hari); ada yg blh hias file mcm nak buat pameran antarabangsa...aku...nak tulis buku rekod pun tak sempat....hallooo...please open up your eyes and your mind dear authority...im not a robot....