stress...STRESS...stress

Just ou of a sudden, my shoulder ached and the pain was inexplicable...sakit giler..feeling like the world come tumbling on me....oooouuuucccchhhhh....

I have to let go of 5 C and 6B1...just couldnt stand the pain...luckily my buddies all there, helping, massaging and giving moral support...i m just too lucky to have them with me...tq kak naimah, soh, azanah, jamaliah, amrina, asma', the list just couldnt stop.....thank u Allah for sending this bunch of kind-hearted people to me..

i guess...this happens because of STRESS..MY BODY AND MIND JUST NEED A REST...REALLY..I NEED A REST..

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS : resting or wrestling???

The best part in a teacher's life: school holidays and what makes it better if u manage to complete marking before the days come.....what a heaven..

That was the impression that came to my mind b4 the holidays started...but the reality is that..im not resting but im wrestling...wrestling???u might be puzzled with this, but that is the truth..im wrestling against time to complete my proposal (which at times i feel like crying).....im wrestling w my kids to make them do their work and to keep their rooms clean (although only 3 of them...) and im wrestling w my emotion to entertain my inner self that it's ok to have the home vacation because amir is not well...still...deep down inside my heart...im wrestling w my feeling..longing to go for a holiday...

See...the school holiday became so packed for me...it made me breathless...Gosh...i just wish for a better holidays next time, Insya Allah

To all my beloved students..enjoy your holidays because when the school reopens, the real battle for the exam will start...ciaoo....

6b1/2011-First Presentation

They really hit it today...i didnt overestimate them..they really have something to offer to me for this coming MUET....In one day, they managed to come out with a presentation..they managed to control the stage...they managed to put aside their feeling of nervous...THEY ROCK....I just love these ss....(i really wish they will stay put to form 6..i am excited to have them..i feel i can do a lot of things with them...:), a bit of selfish i guess because they might want to go to politechnic, uitm..kist..masterskill...bla....bla...)

Uthman...a unique character that i hope to know better as we sail along MUET classes...Amin..a nver changed funny character..the girls from 5Ga...i expected better from u girls....Ilman n Taufik....change dear..be more brave...A Din..u've the right attitude, we try to woe on your language k....The boys from 5BT...all of U rock....keep it up...Faez (Muiz's buddy) ha..ha..ha...u'll go far with this attitude...

The other boys and girls especially from SMK Long Ghafar..yet to know all of u..

I really hope we are going to enjoy our class together....C the best group at the canteen tomorrow....Adios...

Welcome LOwer 6/2011

Gosh...70 per class...crazy lot, right?? I really hope that they will go out slowly...to ipta, for rayuan...i dont think i can manage the class with that number of students...adusss....thought it's going to be like a collge life..but..this is too jam-packed....could i handle it effectively????

Exam time...Kalut pulak

MOdul 2...Timetable padat giler ...as usual, the first week...3/4 slots in a day...TAA is incharge of doing the timetable...and we are lucky enough to hv 7 trainees from upsi...

story 1: "semua slot yg ada nama saya tu, tukar dgn bdk upsi ye..."

story 2 : Adik upsi dh jaga 2 jam 15 min, dtg pulak MADAM BESAR suruh tlg jg sejam lagi utk kelas dia...it ends up, that adik kena jaga 3j 15 min..giler kan...

CIKGU LAMA NI SOMETIMES BANYAK ONAR LA JGK....AKU YG TGK TAA DOK BUAT JADUAL PUN DH PENING...ORG LAIN SENANG JE NAK OVER RULE..APA DA...

But now, aku akui kata k Jah satu masa dulu..."makin besar jawatan kita pegang, makin kita terlupa bumi yg kita pijak...makin tak reti nak jg hati kawan, sebab semua org kita nampak macm orang suruhan, kita sering lupa, kita dulu pun, pernah berada di tempat itu..."

Besar sgt ke kita ni???? kalau bg arahan dgn lembut, lebih senang orang mengikut, bagi arahan dengan muka masam n kelat, makin lah org nak buat ilat...tak tahulah aku..kalau tak mampu, jgn terima jawatan....kawan2 pun ada perasaaan, jgn anggap kita je yg betul, kita je yg tau agama...org lain pun ada perasaan...cermin diri dulu..takkan orang lain kena hormat kita melebihi pengetua???? fikir2kanlah...jgn sampai org lain berdosa sebab perangai kita yang adakalanya tak rasional...fikir, fikirkanlah.....

Bowling @ Malacca (MITC)

Nice experience...tiring but because of Dieyna, i gathered all the strength that i have...a surprise..she came out to be top 10 for single under 12...budak nakal yang comel momel..(just like the mother..perasan giler..)

Kelantan team mmg giler..bawak pulaqk minah seorang ni dari kononnya sekolah sukan...mlm cikgu tdo, dia start merayap...jumpa pakwe dari wilayah..tak ke penat nak jaga...susah kalau ditimpa perasaan ni..main boling ala kadar jer..target nak cari boyfriend tu yg giler...lagi satu..asal makan, nak suruh org belanja...asal makan najk makan orang..ada juga spesies ni hidup dalam team..

XX...susah nak cerita, aku rasa ada cinta bersemi dalam team..siap hntr barang kat bilik pompuan lagi..yg lakinya nmpak jiwang abis, yg pompuannya siap sempat ambik no tel jantan lain lagi...sapa makan sapa ni???sapa yg bodoh??atau resamnya, lelaki akan kalah pada perempuan cun???aduhh...g outing di bandar melaka..suruh jln pompuan dgn pompuan..dibantainya tgk wayang...couple tarak otak betul la...jiwang tak kena tempat...

KAlau makbapak campur tgn, mmg team akan punah ranah..ada yg nak kontrol anak sendiri, mengalahkan nak anak wakil malaysia..main emo...habis player lain emo..baru kenal boling 2 tahun ni dah kalut mcm pro..tak tahan aku..anak muka tension mcm botol kicap jer...mak n ayah mcm pegang remote control...nk bina team spitit pun susah...yg penting anak dia jer...giler betul la.....

Anyway, it's still a pleasant trip w u guys...all these add to the knowledge n experience..make me be a thinker actually...WELCOME PENANG 2012

EXAM TIME...kalut ribut

PKBS 1...pening kepala aku nak menyusun jadual..mmg padat giler...3-5 slot sehari...tahan telinga aje lah dge cikgu2 bersungut masa menjaga yg byk...dah terpaksa...

mmg kalut ribut waktu pagi...but that is the best part to be the s/u...u got the power...apa aku peduli, suka hati akulah,,,nak letak siapa jaga, berapa jam jaga...i cracked my brain to prepare for the time table...any argument???? buat sendiri lah kawan2 oii....