A Tiring Journey..to and from UUM

When u really want to do something, u'll do it...going to uum to attend the 3rd cllqm..smtms i did think, am i doing the right thing??? being surrounded by the people who are also students at my age(and some of the are even older) makes me be more motivated to proceed with my phd journey. It's a long journey...but i really hope all my sweat, time and money spent will worth the sacrifices i make..Ya Allah , ease my way to fulfil my dreams..ease my way in my studies..ease my way to go till the end....

I also hope..this will at least inspire my students to keep on studying and struggling to be the best..nobody can control ourselves, we need to be able to do it ourselves..remember..THE HERO IS IN OURSELVES...SEARCH FOR THE HERO AND BE ONE...

6b1: in the process of creating group blogs

Gosh...the girls are just too afraid of the boys..some of them of course....:) In the midst of creating blogs, i can see their characteristics...some are helpful, some are just too selfish, some are confident...some are in theri own world...

Girls n boys...one day you'll see the importance of having blogs in your learning, u are going to enjoy the learning while practising your language..insyaAllah, i really hope your language will improve soon...ciaaooo....

stress...STRESS...stress

Just ou of a sudden, my shoulder ached and the pain was inexplicable...sakit giler..feeling like the world come tumbling on me....oooouuuucccchhhhh....

I have to let go of 5 C and 6B1...just couldnt stand the pain...luckily my buddies all there, helping, massaging and giving moral support...i m just too lucky to have them with me...tq kak naimah, soh, azanah, jamaliah, amrina, asma', the list just couldnt stop.....thank u Allah for sending this bunch of kind-hearted people to me..

i guess...this happens because of STRESS..MY BODY AND MIND JUST NEED A REST...REALLY..I NEED A REST..

SCHOOL HOLIDAYS : resting or wrestling???

The best part in a teacher's life: school holidays and what makes it better if u manage to complete marking before the days come.....what a heaven..

That was the impression that came to my mind b4 the holidays started...but the reality is that..im not resting but im wrestling...wrestling???u might be puzzled with this, but that is the truth..im wrestling against time to complete my proposal (which at times i feel like crying).....im wrestling w my kids to make them do their work and to keep their rooms clean (although only 3 of them...) and im wrestling w my emotion to entertain my inner self that it's ok to have the home vacation because amir is not well...still...deep down inside my heart...im wrestling w my feeling..longing to go for a holiday...

See...the school holiday became so packed for me...it made me breathless...Gosh...i just wish for a better holidays next time, Insya Allah

To all my beloved students..enjoy your holidays because when the school reopens, the real battle for the exam will start...ciaoo....

6b1/2011-First Presentation

They really hit it today...i didnt overestimate them..they really have something to offer to me for this coming MUET....In one day, they managed to come out with a presentation..they managed to control the stage...they managed to put aside their feeling of nervous...THEY ROCK....I just love these ss....(i really wish they will stay put to form 6..i am excited to have them..i feel i can do a lot of things with them...:), a bit of selfish i guess because they might want to go to politechnic, uitm..kist..masterskill...bla....bla...)

Uthman...a unique character that i hope to know better as we sail along MUET classes...Amin..a nver changed funny character..the girls from 5Ga...i expected better from u girls....Ilman n Taufik....change dear..be more brave...A Din..u've the right attitude, we try to woe on your language k....The boys from 5BT...all of U rock....keep it up...Faez (Muiz's buddy) ha..ha..ha...u'll go far with this attitude...

The other boys and girls especially from SMK Long Ghafar..yet to know all of u..

I really hope we are going to enjoy our class together....C the best group at the canteen tomorrow....Adios...

Welcome LOwer 6/2011

Gosh...70 per class...crazy lot, right?? I really hope that they will go out slowly...to ipta, for rayuan...i dont think i can manage the class with that number of students...adusss....thought it's going to be like a collge life..but..this is too jam-packed....could i handle it effectively????

Exam time...Kalut pulak

MOdul 2...Timetable padat giler ...as usual, the first week...3/4 slots in a day...TAA is incharge of doing the timetable...and we are lucky enough to hv 7 trainees from upsi...

story 1: "semua slot yg ada nama saya tu, tukar dgn bdk upsi ye..."

story 2 : Adik upsi dh jaga 2 jam 15 min, dtg pulak MADAM BESAR suruh tlg jg sejam lagi utk kelas dia...it ends up, that adik kena jaga 3j 15 min..giler kan...

CIKGU LAMA NI SOMETIMES BANYAK ONAR LA JGK....AKU YG TGK TAA DOK BUAT JADUAL PUN DH PENING...ORG LAIN SENANG JE NAK OVER RULE..APA DA...

But now, aku akui kata k Jah satu masa dulu..."makin besar jawatan kita pegang, makin kita terlupa bumi yg kita pijak...makin tak reti nak jg hati kawan, sebab semua org kita nampak macm orang suruhan, kita sering lupa, kita dulu pun, pernah berada di tempat itu..."

Besar sgt ke kita ni???? kalau bg arahan dgn lembut, lebih senang orang mengikut, bagi arahan dengan muka masam n kelat, makin lah org nak buat ilat...tak tahulah aku..kalau tak mampu, jgn terima jawatan....kawan2 pun ada perasaaan, jgn anggap kita je yg betul, kita je yg tau agama...org lain pun ada perasaan...cermin diri dulu..takkan orang lain kena hormat kita melebihi pengetua???? fikir2kanlah...jgn sampai org lain berdosa sebab perangai kita yang adakalanya tak rasional...fikir, fikirkanlah.....