Blessing in Disguise..Allah's test

Be patient..that's the only two sweet words that i can offer to Shahril Afizan...nothing else dear...it's unexpected n it's unpredictable...be patient..

His house was on flame...everything was destroyed in minutes...nothing can be saved...nothing...Alhamdulillah though, everybody in the family is safe. Talking to the mother, i really feel her strength n courage...the smile is still hers, she is such a strong woman. "Tak apelah cikgu, dugaan Tuhan, ambo redha..mungkin ada yg lebih baik lepas ni." Gosh, this lady is such an iron lady...no tears (may be all have been poured out the day before)...

Looking at the place where they stay now, the parents w 7 kids...just inexplicable...if the rain pours down..everything will be wet...Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan keluarga ini...sesungguhnya Kau berikan dugaanMu pada mereka yg mampu menghadapinya..aku tahu keluarga ini mampu walaupun terlalu besar dugaan yang Engkau berikan..permudahkanlah urusan mereka ya Allah..amin.."

I'm impressed with my students of 6B2...they planned to go to Shahril's house to donate clothes n some money...go kids...you have the golden heart...tcer doakan semoga semua adik2 tcer di 6B2 akan cemerlang akademik n sahsiah diri..amin...

6B2- headache giler

dealing w these ss especially the boys can turn me crazy...tahap sabar petala langit ke 7....smtms rasa nk send them to grave...tak payah baca yasin..tanam hidup2...but smtms they are just to fond to be angered to...how i wish they enjoy muet n score giler2 although they are giler...(quote unquote la)....still...they are special in my heart...way too special...

seluar ketat vs seluar baggy

Pn Sherry mengamuk lagi hr ni, another girl is wearing a very tight slack..f 3 girl..muka penuh foundation..so obvious, the hand looks "black", the face so fair...(fair n lovely ke krim siam???) aduhh..this girl, at this age, dh pandai makeup2..tak faham btl akur..

Pn Shery just have her own way of handling the ss, i like to see her when she's handling discipline cases...giler...sometimes, just like watching drama swasta..or cerekarama...btl punya best, ayat power gilwer..."bodo sampai atas blkg...muka serupa mok teh jual etok...ngo tak abis2..." mmg best dgr..but these ss sometimes are too ignorant, nk break the school rules pun budget2 la sikit..ni pakai hentam jer...the one thing i hate is when they are putting allthose stuff on their faces...knp nk tua cepat sangat???? their original faces look more pure n innocence...aparaa....

now what??? camp???

another camp is on the way..i know it's going to be great with all the form 3,5 and upper 6 ss. Still, can feel the tiredness already...3 days and 2 nites...adoiii...this coming thursday, we'll be going to kompleks sek2- SMIP (my beloved ex school...kenangan demi kenangan...alamak...tersentimental la pulak....)..f 6 colloquiom...a new experience for me...whatever....

going to 6B1 after this...i dunno what to do with the two boys in this class....never do my work and pretending as if they are bagus saja...the fact is...hampehh...syahmi pun join the gang jugak...adoi pakcik2 sekalian, English is something u can learn, not something dtg bergolek n tiba2 pandai...insaflah sikit..u choose to be in f6, you need to really study...setakat dtg menyemakkan mata cikgu..no need to come la dear...CHANGE..CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE, NOBODY CAN HELP U, U NEED TO HELP YOURSELF....CHANGE FOR THE BETTER

nazlee...oo..nazlee

anak saudara P-dah??? my gosh..this boy..sometimes unpredictable...sometimes hell crazy...n lazy....aku cikgu memang tension...nak buat apa lagi??????he is smiling beside me now...katalah apa saja...nazlee is still nazlee.....never bother....apa2pun...nazlee is still my student...and my student...sakit hati pn tahan je la...nazlee ooo nazleee...

My 5D...it's a story...

Hariz...a good monitor.."Teacher, masa penting, jgn lewat, seminit pun tak boleh.."
Muiz...bdk sesat, shouldnt be in this special class..handsome n hardworking...he'll be somebody one day...amin..
Mohd...a potential ss, at least to pass English paper...but...Lazynya yang mat...but...buku nota gilernya punya kemas
Iqbal...biskut chipsmore n mirror boy...pantang ada masa, mesti tgk cermin...control ensem giler...malas buat kerjapun tahap dewa jugak
Farid...used to be a good ss, ada family problem...hanyuut....tak taulah...hanyut...
Azroy...a black boy...ye ke, teacheeer???yeke, teacher??? Tcer, buku koyok lagi..tcer, tak bawa pen...t'cer tok cekak hari ni....aduh....
Nasru...another ditimpa perasaan case....potential artist cuma...bacapun tak lancar mana lg...facial everyday...

These are d ss that add colour to my life...

the patience has the limit

None of 5 Ga scored A...i feel very frustrated...and to make matter worst, 6 failures...what went wrong?? Sometimes, it just hurt u too much...these students just refuse to do what i asked them to do...the essays are not done; their journals were not submitted; their summaries were incompleted...do they think that i can create miracle by making them get "A" when they refused to be with me in the learning process???

Looking at their attitudes left a scar in me...they really made me feel that i am a failure...gosh...damn it...i hate to have this kind of feeling...please...somebody from the sky....somebody from the heaven....help me...gimme the ways on how to tackle the ss...i luv them...i luv their future...but...do they realize it????do they realize the importance of passing their English papers??? What else can i do???